LOCKDOWN.

From now on and forever...

Im having my heart on lock down

and no one

no one at all

ever ever!
can ever .. penetrate these chains that surround my heart.

I will never ever aspire to fall in love

...
falling in love will never be my virtue again.

I will mature myself..

and I will never be stupid again for love.

Never again!
will i let myself fall... 

for men.

for they are all evil vicious creatures

they dont deserve anything more than pain

blah

i create this covenant with myself...

That I will never fall in love

to the point that I will ever fall to this phase again

A feeling of discontent

as if this one man is the only reason why I breathe.

No, life should never be like this.

ruled by my foolery